My new novel that was on the Amazon Vella’s favorite list for a number of weeks is now available in print at a discounted price. This is a emotionally powerful and epic fictional novel that may not be appropriate for everyone. Read with caution. It took me 10 years to write this story, and I’m thankful to finally see it in print. Enjoy, and be encouraged.
Book Release on Amazon Vella
My grand novel, which is young adult literary fiction, is now finished and published on Amazon Vella. This was a 10-year project that I poured my heart into through the changing years of life. I truly came to recognize the notorious artist’s curse of having a calling to finish a seemingly impossible project, but I am now proud to share it with the world.
This novel is titled The Red Fairy’s Tale.
Its sequel is finished and published too, titled Big City Lights.
Please consider reading the first three chapters for free from the link. Any “likes” help get my novel recognized and shared to others, so I already thank you all in advance for being so supportive of my creative writing, my stories.
Adventure. It was a yearning that Shawn and I shared, and we would often take last minutes drives out of town. This time in life, Shawn was married with two little girls, and I was still single at age 34. I always thought I would get married at 27, but I was wrong.
Sometimes in life we are wrong.
I was in the middle of my masters in fine arts (MFA) in visual arts degree at Azusa Pacific University, and art was on my mind. There was an art show opening in Chinatown, which was one of the Los Angeles art districts at the time. Some of my APU professors were going to be there, along with two gallery owners who became friendly acquaintances.
Seeking last minute adventure, I texted Shawn, and we cruised down the 5 to Los Angeles on a Saturday evening catching up on all of life’s little details.
It was September 5th, and the fall season was introducing itself with the slight change of weather and the coming county fair with the anticipation of Halloween following shortly.
We decided to take a detour and check out a Halloween super store in Los Angeles. Shawn and I roamed down the towering aisles packed with all genres of costumes, yard decorations, masks, toys, etc. It was a world of make-believe awaiting the cooling season. We examined it all. I remember the swords. We took up the plastic weapons and wielded them in the middle of the aisle.
It was a short flashback to childhood.
And then we moved on to the couple’s costumes.
Examining all the different themes—some funny, some stupid—I told Shawn, “Someday I would like a girlfriend who would want to dress up with me for Halloween. Someone who I would want to dress up with too.”
Once again, I was 34, and I was beginning to wonder if I was being too picky about who I should marry. Some people would tell me, “You’ll just know when you meet her.” Others would tell me, “You can’t be too picky; nobody’s perfect.” I knew no one was perfect, but I still had expectations. I still had a list. And I felt that God told me to hold onto that list.
But I was 34.
I told Shawn, “Maybe I need to ignore a few items on my list and just get married already.”
I could tell Shawn was in a difficult place to answer; he wasn’t for sure what to tell me.
Back on the highway through the downtown city lights, we arrived at the art show. We viewed colorful art, ate authentic Chinese food, but mainly talked to a bunch of different people. I made some helpful contacts in the LA art community, and we called it a night.
At one point of the night, Shawn took a break from the gregarious groups of art enthusiasts and wandered around the area to capture some creative photos. Shawn had a deep passion for photography. Later, he showed me one of his photos and tagged me on Instagram. He titled it, “The Vagabond.”
Honestly, I had to look up that word: “A person who wanders from place to place without a home.”
I appreciated the photo.
It was me taking a break from the crowds.
The late drive back to our hometown was long and full of tiring thoughts: I need to just commit to a decent girl. I’m being too picky. I’m not going to meet a girl who fits every expectation on my list.
I wrestled with my newly found conclusion on my way to church the next morning.
I walked up the stairs to my Bible study life group.
I went in and greeted everyone with a smile, trying my best to be encouraging.
I opened up the Bible, and we started reading.
Verse by verse we studied and discussed the Word of God.
Then she walked in—the complete list.
I knew I was no longer a vagabond.
It was shiny, red, and new. Only two doors. Low to the ground.
It was Shawn’s Celica. I had a Corolla, and he bought a new Celica in the midst of the dangerous Fast & Furious craze that overtook the nation. After seeing that movie, every guy in some sort of running car thought he was a racer. I, myself, put a spoiler and chrome rims on my little Corolla and installed a sound system. But my good friend Shawn didn’t have to upgrade his car.
When he picked me up in it, we imaginatively transformed into Paul Walker and Vin Diesel.
Sitting outside at the Market Place during a bored summer night in Bakersfield, our inner youth yearned for adventure. A girl named Jayme was trying to win over our attention, but we weren’t that interested. As she smacked her chewing gum in mid sentence, Shawn interrupted: “Hey, we should go out of town. We should try to get lost.”
It was summer, and my tutoring job on my college campus had ended a few weeks after my classes. “I’m down,” I replied.
The next moment Shawn and I were speeding up the highway driving through rural farm towns in the late night with Jayme riding in the small back seat.
We eventually came to a little town and grabbed some youthful fuel—Taco Bell. We ate it in the parking lot because the restaurant was already closed. As Shawn swallowed down the last of his chalupa, he confessed, “So I’m not sure if we can get lost. It’s harder than I thought.”
I suggested, “Let’s turn off on one of these side roads. We’ll have a better chance then.”
Jayme asked, “So why are we trying to get lost again?”
Shawn replied, “Do you ever get tired of being in only places that you know? How cool would it be to be in some place where you didn’t know where you were?”
We tossed our trash and continued on with our half-full sodas. Old telephone poles flashed beside us as we moved down desolate roads of bumpy asphalt as we were deep in our conversations about life, literature, movies, and video games.
Then it happened.
Shawn yelled out, “Do you know where we are?”
I examined my surroundings and didn’t. I asked, “Wait, are we?”
Shawn pulled over, and yelled, “We’re lost! I don’t know where we are.”
We pulled out on the road again, and within only a few minutes, we saw a street sign that informed us we were only a few miles from the highway.
We were not lost; we were wanderers.
When I graduated college with a BA in psychology and a BA in English, I bought my own sporty car after signing my first teaching contract. It was a convertible. I wanted a custom license plate cover but couldn’t think of anything that would appropriately represent me. Then I read a quote from J. R. R. Tolkien: “Not all those who wander are lost.”
Being a Christian and a young, single adult in a valley of college classes and new teaching career would lead to a season of wanderlust.
Seeking out how adult life works while taking risks and even making mistakes in years of unyielding change identified me as a wanderer.
But I was never lost.
That’s how it is knowing Jesus. The road may be dark and desolate. We may be running on the junk food of life. There may be a gum-smacker in the backseat trying to steal your attention.
And for a moment, you may very well believe that you are lost.
Then you see the sign—you remember God’s Word.
You are not lost.
You’re just a wander in a land that’s not your home.
And you’re trying your best to figure it all out.
Hang in there, mighty wanderer. Eventually, we’ll all be home together.